Saturday, December 25, 2010

CERITA BARU~


Script ::

Jade Wafner, seorang remaja. Duduk di tahun kedua di Westcover High. Merasa frustasi dengan kegagalan beruntun yang menemaninya. Di tambah fakta, tidak ada satupun cowok yang mendekatinya. Bukannya dia jelek hanya kelihatan…kurang menarik. Akhirnya saat tak ada satupun yang mengertinya, ia pergi ke jalan setapak menuju bukit di belakang sekolahnya – memutuskan untuk suicide. Saat itupun ia melompat dari ujung bukit, ke ceruk yang membentuk seperti mangkuk di bawah. Berharap akan merasakan benturan yang menyakitkan saat mencapainya. Ia merasakannya. Tapi rasanya Cuma seperti terjatuh di atas spons. Dan saat ia bangun, ia ada di tempat yang berbeda. Dunia sihir. Aneh memang. Lalu ia bertemu dengan Olivia Silver, salah satu penduduk kota yang ia ketahui bernama Old-Convery itu.  Saat ia dengan paniknya mencari jalan pulang – yang hanya diketahui oleh Penyihir legendaris, Hawk, ia menemukan ada sesuatu yang salah disitu. Jadi, disamping mencari jalan pulang, iapun harus terlibat dan menyelesaikan pertikaian yang ada disana. Saat adanya cinta yang dilarang, perjodohan, pemalsuan silsilah, dan pembantaian. Apalagi saat Jade dihadapkan pada 3 lelaki. William, Harley, dan David…

Characters ::
JADE WAFNER >>
Age :: 17 y.o

CLAIRE PENNINGTON >>
Age :: 17 y.o
Salaj satu siswa cerdas di akademi sihir. Anak pejabat kota. Namun sepertinya ia selalu di penuhi kebencian pada semua orang, pada kementrian, dan pada pemerintah. Khususnya pada Jade.

CRYSTACHIA BELLMOUTH >>
Age : 34 y.o
Seorang janda perang. Yang mereka bilang sinting – karna ia meracau terus-terusan. Walau sebenarnya racauannya benar.

DUKE ALEXANDER HAWKE DEANDREW >>
Age: 35 y.o
Seorang duke berkuasa untuk daerah timur Reveriera Island. Duda beranak satu.

TBC *plak


Saturday, December 18, 2010

So much songs, that can describing how my feeling to him :)
I dunno, since when i'm become so addicted to him like this.
It's just happen. And i can't deny it.

First song, that really remembering me to him, HERO.
Yeah, maybe there's nothing wiht the lyrics, but, that's the first song he ever sang in front of me. And everytime i heard this song, i felt like something broken inside my heart. And that's hurt.

Your Love is my drug.
That's a song title, but that's what i'm feel to him.
Yeah, he's a drug! And he's makes me complicated :P
gooohghdfgfgdfgdgsg

Friday, December 17, 2010

Now_Playing -->>> WHEN YOU SAID NOTHING AT ALL

Ajiiib,, gua melting!! XDD
Gua melting liat senyumnya!!
Gilaa, ngeliat ppnya ternyata bkin efek sakit jantung!!=w=
Deuuh

But, i hope, he's don't bout my feeling for now. The only things that i want between them, that we can be best buddy, then, in relationship XDD
Gyagyagyagya~ #gila


Deuh, btr (back to reality) -,-
gua sedih bgt tadi. HP gua ilaang!!
Tahu gak lu? Parah bet kan?? Gua nyesek. Trus mkirin dia lagi. Alhasil tadi siang gua uring-uringan sambil nangis. Aduuh.


Sebenarnya gua takut suka ma dia. Gua takut jadi begini. Gua jadi... Kayak STALKER. My, seandainya aku bisa jadi penyamar + penipu ulung di depannya dan di depan semua orang. Amin.


Haaaah
Intinya, gua ngutip lagu Lady Gaga.
Ini buat lo !!! But LO!!! #tapiguagakngarepdiabacasekarang

I'M YOUT BIGGEST FAN, I'LL FOLLOW YOU UNTILL YOU LOVE ME~


Wuahahahahaha #stalkermodeon

Monday, December 13, 2010

UAS

Hari ini tadi, hari terakhir UAS.
Dan nggak tahu kenapa, aku feel free bgt -,-

Apalagi pas tahu aku selamat di beberapa mapel yang pas uts mesti ku remed.
Tapi aku seneng :D

Hehehe,,
Walaupun aku kayaknya gak dianggap pas ulangan --
Gak ada satupun anak X-1 yg meduliin aku tahu di kelas??
Beteeee XI

Ehh, pas udah masuk akuntan, Gigih, anak yg duduk di sebelah saya, baru buka mulut, nanya rupanya :P
Dia gak ngerti
Kasiaan
Yah saya kasih tahu karna saya baeek :)

Technicolour

#np: Technicolour- Paloma Faith.


I'm feel in to this song :)
Well,- in some lyrics, like 'just like a silver screen you walk into my life'.
That's really describing how his meaning in my life :)

He just walk into my life. Changes my monochrome life with thousand colourfull things and experience.

Well,-even if there's a bad experience too.

But it's so glad to meet him :)
And once, I LOVE HIM MUCH

PASAR SENIIII --

GOODBYE UAS, WELCOME PASAR SENI -..-

Gaah, males bgt dah ke sekolah besok. Cuman buat PASAR SENI??
Maleeesss XPP

Ngapain juga coba saya disana -,-
Kalau gak buat liat nilai ke pak Syam, saya gak masuk dah.

Lagian, gw (gw mode on) gak sanggup ktmu dia..
Gw ngerasa tiap tatapannya dan temennya itu nusuk, dan bilang 'gua benci lu!'

Gw tahu salah gw! Gw tuh gak pernah bisa TERUS TERANG dan jadi DIRI SENDIRI di hadapan dia!!
Kenapa gw sebego ini sih???
KENAPAAAAA????

Sekarang gw cuman bisa berharap waktu ngebawa tuh masalah pergi..jauh..jauh..dan makin jauh...

Trus, aku (aku mode on) juga males mesti panas"an bsok --
Gaaah
Tpi di rumah jg gak ada kerjaan sih :P

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Mine

Namaku FEDIRA FEBIONITA.
Aku lahir tanggal 19
Dan aku bangga atas itu.

Well,-aku cuma remaja
Dengan berat yang diatas 50 kg dan tinggi yang bahkan nggak mencapai 160 cm.
Katakanlah aku gemuk.
Kulitku hitam. Rambutku ikal cukup panjang, dan berwarna hitam legam.
Inilah aku.
Aku memang bukan seorang SITI BULKIS yang langsing.
Atau KHAIRUNNIDA yang putih. Ataupun DEBY ARNISYA yang tinggi.
Tidak.
Aku ya aku.

Aku lahir di keluarga sederhana.
dengan ayah bernama NURYADIN dan ibu bernama HERRY YENNI.
Aku bangga dengan itu.
Walaupun mereka bukanlah pasangan BRAD PITT dan ANGELINA JOLIE yang sempurna dan kaya raya.
Tapi mereka kuat, mereka tabah.
Mereka tetap menggengam erat jemariku saat aku makin tumbuh.

Aku mempunyai dua orang adik yang kucintai.
HARRY HAFIZ dan FARA JASMINE nama mereka berdua. HARRY memang autis. Dan dia mengalami keterlambatan komunikasi. Lantas, malu kah aku mempunyai adik sepertinya?
Tidak. Aku bangga. Aku amat bangga malah.
ARA. Dia hanyalah seorang gadis mungil ceria. Yang kadang sikapnya seperti orang dewasa. Aku kerap memusuhinya. Mengatai-ngatainya. Dan kadang memukul atau mencubitnya. Dan kukatan, AKU MENYESAL.
Karna aku mencintai tubuh mungil itu.


Ya ALLAH
Keluarga mungkin bukanlah keluarga tersempurna di dunia ini.
Tapi mereka keluarga tersempurna untukku.
Ya ALLAH
Kumpulkanlah kami semua kelak.
Di taman surgamu bersama hamba-hamba berimanmu yang lainnya.
Ya ALLAH
Jauhkanlah azab dunia maupun akhirat dari kami, amin...

AKU

Aku tuh kayak Plutonium. Langka, mudah meledak, dan berbahaya.

Aku tuh kayak planet Neptunus.
Sering terpleset dan menabrak orbit Uranus.

Aku tuh kayak Logaritma. Rumit, dan kalau kau salah sedikit, salah lah seluruh pekerjaanmu.

Aku tuh kayak Jamur. Hidup menggantungkan diri pada orang lain. Tanpa bisa melepaskan diri dan menancapkan akar di tanah.

Aku tuh kayak gerak sentrifungal.
Sering terlempat keluar lingkaran.

Aku tuh kayak The Law Of Supply.
Berbanding lurus dan sama dengan moodku.

Aku tuh kayak persamaan akuntansi.
Harus benar-benar diperhatikan, atau kau akan melupakannya.

Aku tuh kayak 'ni'
Cuma partikel tambahan ditiap kalimat. Cuma sebagai pelengkap, bukan inti...

Aku tuh kayak passive voice.
Menyuarakan apa yang sudah orang lakukan. Bukan apa yang ingin kulakukan.

Itulah AKU

Striiet

Kadang aku suka diam di kamar.
Ngeliat ke atas langit-langit.
Dan mikir.
'Seandainya aku secantik si A, sepintar si B, dan sekaya si C, aku pasti gak begini...'

Aku tahu, aku jadinya kayak kurang syukur :(
Tapi sungguh, kadang aku merasa begitu jelek dan KONYOL!!!!

Itu sebabnya aku benci jadi centre of attention. Itu sebabnya aku benci ada di keramaian sendiri,-tanpa bisa membaur-
Aku merasa tiap aku ada disana, mereka menatapku, dengan pikiran, 'Whoa, ada makhluk aneh!'
Dan aku benci untuk memikirkan itu!!!

Semuanya membuatku DOWN!
Membuatku rasanya seperti menanggung beban Atlas!
Ok,-aku lebay. Ini memang gak seberapa. Aku nggak menderita fisik. BATINku yang merana.
Dia kekurangan asupan percaya diri, sungguh.

Nighty Wighty

Night!
Sekarang suhu mencapai 18 derajat celcius (AC booo)
Sekarang aku diantara kesel, ketawa, iri, ma benci. >:(
Aneh? Absolutely, YES.

Aku ketawa iri + kesel abis baca notes seseorang. Well,-kayaknya kata bijak 'ada beberapa hal yang sebaiknya tidak kau ketahui itu' memang benar. Dan aku memang membongkar-bongkar notesnya, tanpa izin :P

Dan kau tahu apa komentarku? MEMUAKKAN!!
Apa tidak ada topik yang lebih baik daripada sekadar mengatai-ngatai orang yang dia anggap NGEREBUT pacarnya???
Dia pikir dia ORANG PALING CANTIK apa di dunia?
Hell No! Tampang kayak tempe bacem basi gitu aja belagu!
Apalagi ntar kalo punya tampang kayak Selena Gomez!
Bisa-bisa jalannya ngedongak terus tuh !!!!!!!

Aku BENCI dia.
Alasan? Dia memuakkan.

Ekonomi

Ekonomi membuatku muak -____-
Segala teori-teorinya berputar memabukkan sekarang.
Gossen I, II, Marginal Utility, The law diminishing of marginal return, dan bla bla bla _ _ll
Aduuh, gimana niih XO
Padahal besok ulangan, dan juga, bapak itu menugaskanku mengisi lks =..=
Sebaaaaaaaalll

Mana besok masih ada 2 mapel lagi.
Dua mapel yang juga full teori!!
GREAT!!!!

Sosiologi...
Ampuuun,, saya males ngafal pendapat para ahli filsafah yang kelewat pinter itu!!!
Saya males ngapalin ucapan" Aristoteles, Plato, atau siapapun itu!!

Dan aku benci harus mempelajari ruang lingkup geografi dan tetek bengek lainnya.

Dan aku sudah pusing duluan gara-gara EKONOMI sekarang =___=
Great bgt!!!

Memories :)

Aku bertemu berjuta tipe orang ditiap langkah yang sudah kupilih :)
Mulai dari saat aku lahir di dunia ini. Aku sudah melihat 2 manusia dengan wajah rupawan menyambutku. Yang seorang dengan senang meng-adzaniku. Dan yang seorang lagi menciumiku penuh sayang. Aku makin besar dan besar.
Aku sudah menginjak usia beberapa bulan :)
Dan aku kenal, siapa dua manusia rupawan tadi.
Papa, dan Mama.
Mereka berdua amaaaat menyayangiku. Mereka melindungiku, dan ada disisiku.
Mereka lah perantara Allah untuk membimbingku menjajaki dunia.

Usiaku kini sudah menjadi hitungan tahun. Di usia 2-3 tahun, aku sudah cukup fasih membaca. Mama selalu membawakanku oleh-oleh tiap kali pulang kerja :D
Begitu juga papa :*
Aku sayaaaannngggg sekali dengan mereka..

4 tahun. Akhirnya, aku menapaki usia itu. Aku pun dimasukkan ke taman kanak-kanak bersama dua sahabat karibku,- Azka, dan Erva. Tapi satu hal yang tidak kuketahui saat itu. Kalau ternyata mereka lebih tua setahun dariku!-____-
Dan karna hal itu, mereka pun sudah dapat duduk di bangku TK A, kelas Amateur, bukan TK B, kelas Beginner sepertiku. Akupun merengek pada nenekku, yang mengantar dan menungguiku saat itu :)
Aku merengek minta dimasukkan ke TK A. Aku nggak mau di TK B. --
Akhirnya, atas pertimbangan kepala sekolah (ce elah) aku di masukkan ke TK A karna saat itu aku sudah fasih membaca.

Well,-walaupun aku murid yang malas saat itu :P
Tiap tugas yang diberikan jarang kusentuh. Tapi toh, mereka tetap mencintaiku. Dan akupun amat mencintai mereka :)
Oh iya, aku juga sempat menang juara 3 pas Lomba hari Kartini :P

5 tahun,-aku lulus TK :D
Topik pembicaraanku dan teman-teman ingusanku yang lain,-Azka, Erva, Anna, tak lain adalah, 'SD mana yang mau kau masuki?'
Azka dan Erva mantap akan masuk SD Gelatik,-SD swasta yang dekat dengan TKku. Tentu saja, kebiasaan anak kecil, mengekor temannya -___-
Dan setelah itu aku merengek pada orangtuaku agar aku bisa masuk SD yang sama dengan mereka. Mama terutama,- merasa keberatan aku bersekolah disana. Aku sama sekali tidak mengerti alasannya. Yang kumau, aku satu sekolah dengan teman-temanku, cukup.

Setelah kupaksa, dan paksa, mama dan papa pun mengajakku berkeliling sore itu. Menyuruhku melihat perbandingan antara SD Gelatik,-sekolah yang kuinginkan-, dan SD Pelambuan 1,-sekolah yang mereka inginkan untukku-.

Aku lupa bagaimana caranya hingga saat itu aku setuju. Akupun bersekolah di SD Pelambuan 1. Dan Alhamdulillah, aku berprestasi :)
Walaupun saat itu akulah anak kelas 1 paling kecil. Aku baru 5 tahun, dan rata-rata penerimaan siswa saat itu adalah 6 tahun. Aku diterima karna aku sudah pintar BATITUNG saat itu.
Oia, apa aku lupa memberi tahumu kalau Allah memberiku adik yang sangat lucu saat itu? Harry Hafiz namanya. Ia cakep :)
Dan aku sayaaaang padanya. Aku tahu dia Autis. Walau aku tidak mengerti apa itu autis pada waktu itu, aku paham, adikku berbeda dari yang lain. Tapi itu tidak merubah perasaanku. Aku sayang padanya :)
Akupun naik ke kelas 2 dengan nilai memuaskan. Ha! Ranking 1!!
Saat itu, aku dan Ari terkena penyakit kerumut. Badan kami berbintik-bintik coklat mengerikan. Untungnya,-aku cepat sembuh. Dan Ari, kena yang lebih parah. Kerumutnya masuk ke paru-paru!!
Aku amat terkejut saat tiba-tiba nenekku menjemputku ke rumah sakit. Aku takut dan cemas, melihat tubuh kecil adikku yang bernapas dengan susah payah dengan hidung yang selubungi selang oksigen. :(
Tapi Alhamdulillah, ia sembuh :)
Dan ia tumbuh hingga sekarang.

I LOVE YOU, MAMA, PAPA, ARI, ARA, NENEK, KAKEK, OMA, AYAH, :))
You're really precious for me :)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

NewNew :DD

Baruu :D
Tampilan blogku baru kan sekarang??
Hehehe...
Habisnya, aku capek terus-terus jadi orang yang suram _ _ll
Pengen juga gitu yg keliatannya slalu ceria dan terang :9
Well,-aku sih berharap gak ada orang anonym yang baca blog ini >,< Soalnya, isinya, hancur parah, dan semuanya ini tuh CURHATAN!! Beeggh, kuharap kalaupun ada yang baca cman anak leonhards =____= Oia, ngomong-ngomong, tahu gak, kenapa aku tiba-tiba ganti skin gini? :3 Aku terinspirasi iklan BIORE!!! <>ada cewek baca buku, rambut panjang + pake kacamata rebahan liat bunga,

"Aku tahu, bla bla bla "

Trus dia gunting rambut, mlih baju, mandi *adegan sensooooorrrr*, trus jalan",, dan bilang 'This is me'.

Selesai UvU

BINGUNG bagian mana yang menginspirasiku??? *dilempar

Ya ceritanya!
Intinya kita GAK akan BERUBAH kalau bukan KITA SENDIRI yang bikin PERUBAHAN itu!

So am i!
I want to changes all my bad behaviour :Db

Jadi saya mulai dari hal keciiil
Dari segala sesuatu yang suram (Ngehalau lucky katanya :P)
Dan mulai jadi narsis B-)
(secara, akutuh orangnya rendah diri-an bgt :( )

Dan, semuanya, kumulai dengan 1 kalimat ajaib kunci keberhasilan...

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM!!!!!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Dreams

Haih :o
Sudah beberapa hari ini saya mimpi aneh bin gaje!
Hari pertama, saya mimpi serem :(
Hari kedua, saya mimpi saya udah kuliah XP
dan saya tinggal di kos-kosan
Aduuh

yang ketiga, atau hari ini, adalah mimpi terbaik, yang kuharapkan jadi kenyataan X9
Aku mimpi dia! XD
Mimpi dia meluk aku :*
\jadi pacar aku XPP
Hahaha!! Konyol!!
Tapi, pas dia meluk itu, entah kenapa kerasa banget hangatnya =////=
trus pas aku bilang sakit pundak, itu bener-bener kerasa!
So, is that a dreams? or reality? :P
I hope it can be a reality (Minus sakit pundak)
And i hope, he's dreaming about it too las night xDDD

Saturday, November 27, 2010

S-M-A

Hahaha..
Nggak kerasa tahu, sekarang aku sudah jadi anak SMA,,
Rasanya baru kemarenm saya pake rok warna merah, dasi merah, dan  topi merah.
Tertawa bareng Azka, Erva, dan Samirah.
Main bepian XDD
Hahaha,, trus pindah ke Padang, ketemu Eki =///=, Merly, Ria =)
Aku kecil itu, orangnya mudah dimanfaatin =P
Hehehe...
Tapi jujur, aku kangen sama diriku yang itu :(
Diriku yang polosssssss banget itu,,

Monday, November 8, 2010

Wishin' upon the stars..

Your smiles
Are my Sun
Your laugh
Are my Melody
And every word that you said..
Are my stars in the night.

You make me flying,,
And sometimes you make me down..
When will this game over? And u'll be mine?

ALONE

Cinta nggak harus memiliki.
Love doesn't mean to have each other, but love mean to understand one another.

Aku nggak mengerti kamu.
Aku bahkan nggak pernah berani terang-terangan menyebut nama kamu.
Kenapa begitu sulit menyebut 4 huruf itu?
Kenapa rasanya lidahku kelu?
Kelu bahkan untuk sekedar bertegur sapa?
Kenapa? Aku bahkan dengan rela membiarkanmu pergi denganya,
Ya, kalian memang lebih pantas.
Dia memang lebih pantas untukmu daripada aku. Gadis berlesung pipi itu,-memang lebih manis, daripada aku yang hanya seorang gadis gendut dan hitam begini....

Andai aku punya secuil saja keberanian dan kepercayaan diri...
Andai saja... Aku yakin kita sudah bersama sekarang...
Aku memang bukan mind reader.. Dan aku tidak tahu apa yang kau pikirkan..

Oke, aku akan melupakanmu, Mr.A.
Aku akan menganggapmu sekedar angin, yang datang dan pergi dengan cepat..

Tapi, saat luka darimu sudah mengering dan merapat perlahan...
Seseorang tiba-tiba datang. Mengoyak lagi luka itu. Dan menawarkan benih baru di hati ini. Dan tanpa kusadari, benih itu tumbuh dengan subur...
Dan aku..lagi-lagi terjerat ke tempat itu....

Lukaku kembali membusuk..
Menguarkan rasa dendam, kecewa, dan harapan hampa...

Sunday, October 31, 2010

C-R-A-Z-I-E-R

Haha :)
Hi all! This is not my Sunday -,-a
Why? Cause i'm really boring ryt now :-(
There's nothing i can do --a
Ok, maybe i can help my grandma moma and aunty to cooking or sweeping home, but...
Ahhh, you know, that i'm lazy -,-a
And i'm still not breakfast till now!

Ahhhh! i'm boring! :(
I want to hang out with a friends. But, with who?
Asih go to celebrating her friend birthday --
And Uwi?? Sometimes i'm nervous when talk w/ her,
Mbah? Ahhh
I'm sure she still angry 'cause the last accident --a
And now, i'm sitting on my chair, and dreaming bout something =////=
Err, i think i shouldn't tell it to you
:PPPP

NP on my phone- Robbie Williams-Only you know me.

Well-, exactly i prefer like 'reflection' that 'only you know me'.
But in reflection's lyrics.. Hmph, there's something...
Hahaha :)
Forget it! XP

Saturday, October 16, 2010

THE MEMORIES (for leonhard, i hope you read it and give me some answer)

Hoo
Good morning everyone!
I'm free today!
But, i'm still not free from that feelings..

Hahaha
Now i looking for me and my bestfriends photos in JHS
Really, how i miss that moment,
I miss to wore that uniform again,
I miss the smell of my class
I miss my locker,
I'm miss Tadarus with them, togehter,

Everytime as time goes by, i felt like something important missing in my heart,
Like one pieces of my heart is fall, and broken,
And i know what is that now,
A FRIEND.
I MISS A FRIEND.
Well-, yeah, i still have a friends `here, but--
They do not like LEONHARDS

I'm always think that they're the best friends i ever had,
I always do anything, to make me nice in their eyes,
To make them love me, to make them always smile to me,
To make them never leave,

I'm always tried to be a good friends,
But, i think, what i'm done at that time, was wrong--

And now, i think you hate me.

I always tried to be honest to you,to be there everytime you need me,
But, how really stupid i am,,
I can't feel that you not NEED me ANYMORE.

Yeah :)
I know it,

You tell your secret to her, to Leonhards-except me
And when i asking you that, you just answered 'I don't know too what they talking about.. heheh'


Oh, sweety, don't be a liar,
Do you really hate me?


I know, i know what happen. But, must i always be the searching?
Must i become the active?
Why not you?
You always telling and active to all LEONHARDS,
But, to me?


Hahaha, everytime i see you in fb, or send a sms to you,
Your words are sound like 'Hei, stupid. I am boring to talk with you. Go out from my life!'
You really not exciting to talk with me


Like i said before, huh?
There's no friends forever
We can't be like the past again if we separated

And that become true

Did you really hate me?
And want to erase me from your life?


Friday, October 15, 2010

HAHA

woah, the meanings of this song are really deep!

Itu membuatku tertunduk, membuatku sadar betapa kecilnya diriku ini dihadapan-Nya..
Dan begitu congkaknya diriku..
Padahal aku, cuma bagai debu di dunia ini..
Allah nggak butuh aku..
Aku yang butuh Allah..
Aku nggak mau jauh dari-Mu, ya Kariim..
Aku ingin selalu ada di dekat-Mu..
Ya Allah
lindungilah kami semua
dari penyakit hati dan kegelisahan yang menyesatkan dan membuat kami tidak tenangkan.
Tenangkan lah hati ini dengan hidayah-Mu ya Allah
terangilah pikiran kami dengan cahaya-Mu yang terang benderang itu.
Masukkanlah kami ke golongan orang mukmin.
Dan buatlah kami jadi anak yang di bangga orangtua kami....
Amiin
WOULD YOU BE HAPPIER-THE CORRS

Have you ever wonder where the
story ends, and how it all began, I do
(I do, I do, I do, I do)
Did you ever dream you were the
movie star with popcorn in your hand,
I did (I did, I did, I did)
Do you ever think you're someone else
inside, when no one understands you
are (you are)
And wanna disappear inside a dream
but never wanna wake, wake uuuuuup
Then you stumble on tomorrow, and
trip over today
(Chorus)
Would you be happier if you were
someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you
played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't
for the weather
You're gonna be just fine (gonna be
just fine)
Are you not afraid to tell your story
now, when everyone is done it's too
late (too late, too late)
Was everything you've ever said or
done not the way you planned,
mistaaaake
So you promised that tomorrow, be
different than today
(Chorus)
Would you be happier if you were
someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you
played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't
for the weather
You're gonna be just fine
I think you're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be just fine
So don't worry baby
You're racing for tomorrow, not
finished with today
Would you be happier if you were
someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you
played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't
for the weather
I think you're gonna be just fine
Would we be happier if we were
someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if we
played a bigger part
Would we be wonderful if it wasn't
for the weather
I think we're gonna be just fine
I think you're gonna be just fine
Don't worry baby
Gonna be just fine
Don't worry honey
Gonna be just fine
Don't worry baby
Gonna be just fiiiiine

nb/: sometimes, i wish i have someone to sing this song, and make me cheer up :')
But, in the fact, no one wants sing this tome :)
Ahh, i'm too daydreaming. For what they sing it to me?
toh, in their eyes i'm so unimportant :)
And i'm just will slowly disappears from their life :)
I know you want guys ;)

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TO ALL MY BESTFRIENDS.
IF YOU STILL THINK THAT I'M YOUR FRIENDS.
EVEN I EVER SAID THAT YOU'RE NOT MY FRIENDS ANYMORE, I NEVER MEANS THAT.
YOU KNOW, THERE'S SO HARD FOR ME TO DELETE AND FORGET SOMETHING PRECIOUS IN MY LIFE..
AND YOU ALL, ONE OF MANY PRECIOUS THINGS I HAD IN THIS LIFE.
THIS DEDICATED FOR:
MY BESTFRIEND EVER-AMIRA
THE ONE WHO ALWAYS CAN MAKE ME CALM, AND SOMETIMES MAKE ME CRIES-NIDA
THE ONE WHO REALLY LOVEABLE, AND MAKES ME FEEL ALONE IN THIS WORLD-BULKIS.
BUT HOWEVER, YOU'RE THE BEST CHAIRMATES I EVER HAVE. AMIRA TOO. OF COURSE.
THE ONE WHO ALWAYS CHEER ME UP WITH JOKES, EVERYTIME-MARISA.
AND THE LAST, THE ONE WHO SOMETIMES DO SOMETHING THAT I HATE AND MAKES ME ALWAYS FEEL I'M SO USELESS AND UNIMPORTANT IN THIS WORLD-WIDA.
BUT, SHE'S STILL MY FRIENDS WHO INFLUENCE ME TO LEARN ENGLISH MUCH BETTER, THOUGH

THE SCIENTIST-COLDPLAY
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm
sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

If i can replay that again..

I wish i can do that.
Really. To fixs all my mistakes to my friends.
Ahh, you know, blog?
I make new promise in my heart now,,
I'll never believe someone too much again now
Like how i really believing them,,
Thinking that they'll never leave me,,
Thinking that they'll always besides me,,
I know, i'm not perfect at all.

I'm not an loveable girl. Not a beautiful, smart, and active girl.
Oh, my friends, you don't how i'm really changes now,,
There's no IRA again,, She already gone from my soul,,
But there's FEDIRA
Someone who always be quiet, silence, and smiling to everyone. Thought she don't like them.
FEDIRA always wear that,,
THE SMLE FACE,,
So, everybody wi;; never hate her,, and will kept close to her,,
Hahaha, how really MUNAFIK she is,,
But, what can i do again?
I've been lost myself. I've been lost the light in my heart.
Nothing there except the darkness,
And my soul, full of it now,,
NEVER TALK AND OPINION LIKE YOU REALLY KNOW WHO I AM

You don't know what happen to me in the past
In the home, behind your back, and now,,

And all of that memories, make me back with different emotional,,
Become SINIS person, and always wear a smile everytime,
Is BETTER than be someone who really show her emotion,,
Ehm, we call them, 'BLAK-BLAKAN'

You know, i have 5 new principe now,,
Want to know that?
1. NEVER BELIEVE SOMEONE TOO MUCH AGAIN (i'm already said it in the first)
2. DO NOT TOO MUCH DREAMS. CAUSE IT MIGHT HURT YOU
3. JUST SMILE, AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT
4. JUST BE YOURSELF, FEDIRA. DON'T CARE HOW REALLY UGLY YOU ARE, HOW REALLY NOT-LOVEABLE YOU ARE, JUST BE YOURSELF. SHOW THEM, HOW YOU CAN LIFE WITHOUT THEM.
5. I JUST HAVE 2 FRIENDS-2 PERSON THAT I CAN BELIEVE.
MY HANDPHONE
AND YOU, MY BLOG
Of course, Allah too. But Allah not a person. Allah is the GOD.
The Only One who made me,,

Ok Guys, i'll tell you something about me that you never know.
MY FAMILY IS NOT LIKE YOUR FAMILY.
YOUR LITTLE WARM FAMILY.
BUT MY FAMILY IS NOT AN BROKEN HOME TOO.
THAT'S A WARM FAMILY TOO..

BUT, THAT'S NOT LIKE YOUR FAMILY,,



AND ALL OF THAT THINGS
MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS HERE, AND JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOLS
ARE MAKES ME CHANGE NOW,,
THANK'S TO YOU ALL
YOU BUILT MY NEW PERSONALITY
AND MAKES ME DROWNING MORE DEEP TOO
IN THE NEVER ENDING DARKNESS SEA..
THANK'S A LOT

Sunday, October 10, 2010

story

Peluru itu lagi-lagi menembus jantungku.
Tatapan mata itu lagi-lagi membekukanku.
Dan raut wajah itu, lagi-lagi membuatku terpana.
Aku..jatuh lagi..
Untuk kesekian kalinya..

James Arthur Geordann namanya. Pemuda tampan berambut coklat terindah yang pernah kutemui selama 340 tahun aku hidup. Ia memiliki matanya yang selalu bisa membiusku, dan membuatku tenggelam ke dalam mata biru malamnya.
Aku pertama kali mengenalnya saat kelompokku sedang mengadakan perburuan di kaki bukit Winston, dan aku melihatnya. Aku mungkin awalnya hanyalah menganggapnya mangsa-hingga ia menghisapku ke dalam matanya.
Membuatku membeku, dan merona,-untuk yang pertama kalinya setelah kejadian itu..


-'Kau jahat, Rico!'aku ingat, kata itulah yang terakhir kali kukatakan sebelum darah emas itu mengalir di pembuluhku. Sebelum darah itu mengubah genetikaku menjadi pengisap darah yang selalu haus. Vampire. Yah, kau tahu itu apa. Itulah aku. Detik terakhirnya yang kutahu saat aku merasa hidupku tak berarti lagi, aku membiarkan para pemangsa itu menggerogoti & mengisap darah di tubuhku. Dan saat aku sadar, aku.. Sudah menjadi makhluk yang sama seperti mereka.
Ini salahmu, Rico. Salah tunanganku yang bermulut manis itu. Kalau saja kau tidak membohongi dan mengkhianatiku, tentunya saat ini aku sudah ada di sampingmu-sebagai mempelai wanita. Tidak seperti saat ini-ada di sampingmu, yang mengering kehabisan darah. Kuseka tetesan darah di ujung bibirku. Aku sengaja tak menyisakannya darah setitikpun. Aku tak mau ia juga berubah menjadi makhluk konyol sepertiku. Akupun berbalik, dan mendapati Elisabeth-vampire yang satu asrama denganku, tersenyum sinis, "Sudah selesai acara balas dendamnya?"
"Tentu.."jawabku sambil mengambil jasku yang tergeletak di lantai. "Dan rasanya.. Menyenangkan.."lanjutku lagi.

--

'Diane Emerson Henrietta'
Deceased by a bear in the Hope hills.
There was a eight biten found in her body. She died because miss half of her blood.She will buried in Howstoun McGrory public
cemetery. -

Itulah potongan koran terakhir yang kubaca 320 tahun yang lalu. Diane si gadis malang, yang tidak punya keluarga dan di temukan tewas di pegunungan, dan di makamkan di pemakaman massal.Ya, dialah aku. Perkenalkan, akulah Diane yang dibicarakan di koran itu. Akulah gadis berambut pirang kemerahan oleh darah yang ada di koran itu.
Hahaha, akulah si payah yang mati hanya karena sakit hati. Kutatap sudut asramaku-asrama Weckerson, asrama untuk para vampire sepertiku. Hei, jangan kira kami ini tidak berpendidikan. Kami juga punya sekolah. Hanya saja.. Sekolah itu agak berbeda dari kalian. "Diane!"seru seseorang tiba-tiba. Aku menoleh. Dan melihat seorang gadis berkacamata dengan terengah-rengah menghampiriku. "Kenapa?"
"haah.. Haaah.. Sebentar.."ucapnya berusaha mengatur nafas. Ia lalu melanjutkan perkataannya. "Aku dari bagian penyiaran akademi, ingin memberikan undangan ini padamu"lengan putihnya lalu mengulurkan sehelai kertas.
"This Our Party!
Be sure you come to this biggest event in this year!
You can dancing,
You can singing,
And mostly important, you can DRINKING blood as you like!!
What a great party is this! Right?
So come on!
We'll looking forward to see you on:
Thursday-3th
Jane (ex) ballet hall at Southern 3rd street"
Begitulah kira-kira isinya. Dengan cepat, aku mengembalikan kertas itu padanya. "Maaf, tapi aku tidak tertarik. Lebih baik aku memburu mangsa sendiri,"
"Ta-tapi, pesta ini sangat menyenangkan! Kami sangat mengharapkan kehadiranmu!"cegatnya kemudian. Aku sedikit menghentakkan tanganku, lalu kembali berbalik, "Apa alasanmu sehingga kehadiranku akan menjadi sangat penting disana?"
Gadis itu terdiam. Ia lalu membetulkan kacamatanya, dan mulai berbicara dengan suara rendah "Kita akan melanggar peraturan Akademi. Kita akan mencari mangsa 30 km darisini. Dan kau, akan sangat di butuhkan dalam hal ilusi.."--

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Thursday, October 7, 2010

I love, oh maybe, i LIKE someone that i shouldn't like.
Yeah, maybe this mad.
Haha, never think i like vampires, or werewolfs like in Twilight.
I just like, some ordinary person. Who always looks extra-ordinary in my eyes.
I don't know, what the part of him that make me exciting.
He's have a handsome face. But you know, his not the most shining stone in stone basket.

I like him. But i don't know why. Maybe you'll say that i'm stipid or crazy, cause i like him, before that i know him! And i never talk & chat with him!
Is it something called 'love at the first sight'?
Hahaha

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

whatever you think about what i wrote here cause i dun need ur opinion

I LOVE YOU.
I know that's just an simple words.
And everybody says it everyday to their couples.
But, are they never think, how really precious and important that word?
If we too often to said it, our couples will getting bored to heard it. And that's will not a 'love' word again.
But just a 'general' word.
Ok, sorry. I'm OOT.
Let's in to our majors artciles :

Hm, honestly, this the first i like someone like this. I never can erase him from my mind. And everytime i got closed to him, its feels like a thousan butterflies fly in my stomach, and my heart beating faster.
But, what can i do?
I know. I'll never can get you.
Cause i'm ugly..

whats written down here just a little part of darkness upon my heart

Sentences that i often said it :

1."I'm not important"
Jangan kira aku mengatakan hal ini tanpa alasan. Hello, gurls!
Emang kalian pikir aku selama ini cuman caper kalian?
Nggak!! Apa yang kuungkapin soal "Aku gak penting" itu beneran apa yang kurasain!
Aku sakit hati!
Dulu rasa ini selalu bisa kutahan dan kupendam. Dan kalian tahu apa akibatnya? Dia jadi mengendap dan semakin banyak dan banyak tiap hari.
Kalian sudah membuat kegelapan di hatiku. Dan itu, pelan-pelan merayapi dan menghancurkanku..

2. "I'm not beautifull"
Hell yeah!
It's true?!
Right!!
If this not true, why you all never commented on my photos?
Even if i tagged u there!!
Everything i do is never work to u!
Apapun yg kulakukan slalu unimportant di mata kalian!
Aku tahu kalian cantik! Walau ternyata bisa uncare gitu ama perasaan orang!

3."I'm ok. Really. Just continue ur conversation with her"
Hahaha?!
I imagine, how stupid i am in that time!
Slalu mengalah sama kalian?!
LMAO!

Gua nyesel kayak gitu kemaren!!
Karena akibatnya gua skarang cuman kalian anggap alas kaki!!

Just for the liar who always said that they're my bf

Hahaha, nice, my peng you!
You say you all are my friends, my best friends.
But, that's not true!
Since her walk into my life, and getting closer to u all, hh!
You all changes!
U all always give her something i really need-- An attention from u.

Every time she changes her pp, u al always commented there?!
And said something like "Oh, u're really cool!, Kawaii nee > SHITTT!!
I really dissapoint to u all!
I dunno how to erase and just keep this feeling in the darkest and deepest side of my heart. But i cant
Everytime i see ur timeline or wtw with her, that's feeling burning, and always feels like it ready to bang!!

I know, i'm not beautiful like her.
But did u never think about what i feels cause of this?
Or u didn't have a brain??
Ooh, how IDIOTS you are,

That's hurt!

Friday, June 11, 2010

:P

I open my eyes.
And your sound always resound in my mind. I see the blue skies, with an beautiful sun. But, why i can't feel the warm of the sun ?
I wake up from my Sleep. And look around. I'm still here, in the field, where we were promised to together forever.

I walk to our tree house. Where we always spend the time together. Laugh together, and sad together too. I climb that tree and get in the house. This still same, from last time i see it. I still see our photo frame in the wall. But,i see something wrong with it, why there's a spider nest.
I think i'm just leave this house for 2 hours. Well, spider is cool animal. They can make a many nest like this only in 2 hours ?! Hahaha !

I see to your house in the left side down this house.
And then my house in the right side. Wait !! There's something different ? I think my house's wall paint not pale and dull like this !!
I've been paint it all yesterday wiht my fathers.
I clim down from this tree house and run to my house. I look to the mail box. Just to check that i'm not in a wrong house. But, there's still my family name. I look inside, but, this house empty. Nobody here. I'm screaming out they name,
My mother, father, and my sister.

But, still nobody here. Then i run to your house. And i see, you infront off the door, stand up, and smile to me. But, you look pale. "Come here, come closer"you said.
I walk closer to you. And no, i can see you're really pale. Really pale, like you don't have an artery again in your body.
"WHAT HAPPEN NOW ??"i'm asking you.
But you just laugh. Laugh with a spooky voice.



To be continue ? --
Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars,,
Drenched my pain again,, becoming who we are,,
Let it comes down and wash away my tears,,
Let it shatter and drown my fears,,

01

Yeah, maybe this template not like myself in ur eyes, right friend ??
But, whatever, i love this template.
Why ? Cause it's so cute, and there's a pink colour :)
I'm always wonder i can have all doll like in this template.

Hum, i'm really feel not good today.
huh ? You know why ??
Arrggh !! There's a many reason

First : from the afternoon, my stomach feel sick,, -..-
Ouch
Second : My sista's friend. Huuuhh !! Suck for that kid !? Hate you !!
Thrid : My sista : never come to my room again, or i'll kick u !!!


Herrrggh -..-"

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Fireflies~Owl city

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Percy jackson and theolympius:The lightning thief

At the top of the Empire State Building, Poseidon (Kevin McKidd) meets with Zeus (Sean Bean), who comments that the storm clouds have no lightning and and that his master bolt has been stolen. He blames Poseidon's son for the theft. Despite Poseidon's claims of his son's innocence, Zeus gives Poseidon 14 days to return it, lest war break out.
During a field trip to an exhibition of Greek and Roman art, teenager Percy Jackson (Logan Lerman), is lured away from the crowd by a Fury disguised as his substitute algebra teacher, who then attacks him, questioning him about the lightning bolt. The incredulous Percy, who has no knowledge of this, is rescued by his Latin teacher, Mr. Brunner (Pierce Brosnan). After dispatching the Fury, Brunner gives Percy a magical pen. On Brunner's instruction, Percy's best friend, Grover (Brandon T. Jackson), takes Percy to a training camp for demigods, Camp Half-Blood, along with Percy's mother, Sally Jackson (Catherine Keener). During their trip to the camp, Percy attempts to learn about his biological father from Sally, but they are attacked by a Minotaur. Although Percy and Grover, who is revealed to be a satyr, make it to the camp, its defenses prohibit entrance to Sally, who is captured by the Minotaur, and disappears before Percy. Percy engages the Minotaur with the magical pen, which turns into a sword named Riptide, eventually killing the creature with one of its horns.
In touring the Camp Half-Blood, Percy learns that Brunner is the mythological centaur Chiron, and the camp's trainer, and that his father is the god Poseidon. He also meets Luke Castellan (Jake Abel), the son of Hermes, and Annabeth Chase (Alexandra Daddario), the demigod daughter of Athena. While at the camp, Percy learns that water has the power to heal his injuries, and allows him to manifest his magical abilities.
Hades later appears and reveals that Sally Jackson is his prisoner, and proposes she be traded for the master bolt. Chiron instructs Percy not to bargain with the demon, but to go to Olympus to convince Zeus of his innocence. Percy sneaks away from the camp to travel to the Underworld, along with Grover and Annabeth, who secure for him from Luke a portable shield, flying shoes and a map to Persephone's pearls, one of which will reveal the exit from the Underworld when retrieved.
At Aunty Em's Garden Emporium, the trio are attacked by Medusa (Uma Thurman), but manage to decapitate her, and take the pearl from her bracelet. They also take her head, which they later successfully use against a hydra that attacks them during their acquisition of another pearl from the crown of a giant statue of Athena at the Parthenon replica in Nashville, Tennessee. They acquire the third and final pearl from a roulette wheel at a hotel casino in Las Vegas, in part with help from Poseidon, who aids them against Lotus Eaters. The map reveals an entrance to the Underworld in Hollywood, California.
The trio enter the Underworld, where, after traveling across the River Styx, they encounter Persephone, who takes them to Hades. Percy attempts to explain to Hades that he is not the lightning thief. During an ensuing melee, Percy drops his shield, whose handle conceals the missing master bolt, which Hades takes. However, the trio manage to reacquire it before escaping the Underworld with the rescued Sally. They are transported to the top of the Empire State Building, which they learn is the location to the entrance to Olympus. They are confronted by Luke, who reveals himself to have been the real lightning thief. Expressing his desire for a new generation of rulers to take over Olympus, he explains that he had hoped that the trio would not have escaped the Underworld alive, and after stealing the bolt from Percy, the two engage in battle. After using his water powers to dispatch Luke, Percy arrives in Olympus, where he presents the retrieved bolt, and reveals the truth about Luke. Poseidon explains to Percy the reason why they could not know each other during Percy's childhood, but expresses his love for his son. Percy returns to Camp Half-Blood, where he resumes his training. Sally forces Gabe out of their apartment, and as he goes to get a beer from the fridge, opens it only to be turned to stone because Medusa's unprotected eyes are staring right back at him.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Resident evil

setelah melenceng jauh dari tujuan awal,yaitu ingin membahas resident evil..malah nyeleneng kesana-kemari..=_=

akhirnya sekarang saya posting juga deh tentang resident evil..
baca yah...

Resident Evil (バイオハザード, Biohazard) adalah game survival horror yang dibuat oleh Capcom. Diluncurkan untuk pertama kali dalam platform PlayStation pada tahun 1996 dan setahun kemudian menyusul versi untuk Sega Saturn. Game ini merupakan game survival horror yang sangat terkenal dan mampu mencetak kesuksesan yang beruntun.


Cerita Resident evil berawal pada 24 Juli 1998. Saat itu di Raccoon City terjadi banyak kasus misterius (lebih tepatnya aneh dan menjijikan) di daerah sekitar Arklay Forest, seperti mayat wanita yang dimutilasi, atau sering adanya laporan mengenai kemunculan makhluk misterius yang berkeliaran.

S.T.A.R.S(Special Tactics And Rescue Service)sebagai divisi khusus Raccon police departement(RPD)pun mengirim salah satu temanya,BRAVO TEAM yang dipimpin Enrico Marini untuk menyelidiki kasus ini.Namun mereka kehilangan kontak dengan para anggota Bravo Team ini dan secara resmi dinyatakan hilang pada tanggal 28 Juli 1998.Selanjutnya,S.T.A.R.S mengirim ALPHA TEAM,untuk mencari Bravo team yang hilang,sekaligus melanjutkan penyelidikan mereka.

Setibanya di Arklay forest,Alpha team menmukan lokasi jatuhnya helikopter Bravo team,lengkap dengan tubuh sang pilot(gak ada kepalanya alias buntung =_=),Kevin dooley yg dimana potongan tangannya masih memegang pistol.

Namun tiba-tiba,Alpha team di serang oleh sekelompok CERBERUS(anjing zombie kayaknya)dimana kejadian tersebut menewaskan salah satu anggota Alpha team,JOSEPH FROST.Mereka lalu melarikan diri hingga ke tengah hutan.Saat bersembunyi,mereka menemukan sebuah Mansion.Dan mereka lalu bersembunyi disana,di tempat yg mereka anggap aman itu.

Namun kemudian terungkap,bahwa,pemilik mansion itu adalah THE ARKLAY RESEARCH FACILITY yg merupakan milik KELUARGA SPENCER.Mereka lalu terperangkap di rumah itu,karena Cerberus tiba-tiba datang dan menjaga mereka agar mereka tidak keluar melalui pintu depan.Namun,empat anggota Alpha team yg tersisa itu(JILL VALENTINE,CHRIS REDFIELD,BARRY BURTON,DAN ALBERT WESKER)tidak kehabisan akal.Mereka lalu berpisah dan berpencar dirumah itu untuk mencari jalan keluar dan petunjuk,untuk kasus pembunuhan baru-baru ini.Dalam tahap ini,pemain dapat mengambil alih kontrol baik Chris maupun Jill,dalam menjelajahi mansion megah itu.


Salah satu penemuan pertama mereka adalah Kenneth J.Sullivan,salah satu anggota Bravo team,yg mereka temukan tewas di ruang makan akibat gigitan ZOMBIE.Mansion itu tiba-tiba berubah menjadi tempat yg penuh rahasia,dan semua hal yang harus di tinggalkan.Beberapa dokumen dan disk komputer yg mereka temukan secara tersebar,menunjukkan bahwa serangkaian percobaan telah dilakukan oleh UMBRELLA CORPORATION di tempat itu.Para zombie dan monster lainnya itu adalah hasil dari eksperimen mereka yang terkena manusia dan berbagai hewan untuk senjata biologis yang dikenal sebagai t-Virus.

Setelah menavigasi serangkaian terowongan, lorong-lorong, dan bangunan lain yang terhubung di situs, Chris / Jill menemukan sebuah laboratorium bawah tanah rahasia (Arklay Research Facility)yang berisi catatan rinci eksperimen Umbrella corporation.Di salah satu laboratorium,Wesker mengungkapkan bahwa sebenarnya dirinya dalah seorang agen ganda yg bekerja untuk S.T.A.R.S sekaligus Umbrella.Llau ia melepaskan "Tyrant T-002," rakasa humanoid raksasa yg tercipta akibat kontak yg terlalu lama dengan T-Virus.

Setelah di lepas,tiba-tiba Tyrant malah menyerang Wesker dengan salah satu cakar panjangnya.Chris dan Jill lalu muncul untuk membunuh Tyrant dengan sebuah FIREARMS,tapi Wesker malah memicu program "penghancuran diri"untuk menutupi eksperimen dan menghancurkan laboratorium.Chris dan Jill lalu memanggil Helikopter Alpha team.DImana saat itu mereka harus berlari menuju Helipad.Tyrant yg terus mengejar mereka sudah menembus lantai pad,sebelum Chris dan Jill dapat menaiki helikopter itu dan melanjutkan serangannya terhadap Chris dan Jill.Terlihat bahwa Tyrant kebal dari senta kecil semacam firearms,sang pilot helikopter,BRAD VICKERS,melempar sebuah rocket launcher pada Chris/Jill.Chrid/Jill lalu menembakan roket itu,dan menaiki helikopter tepat sebelum mansion itu meledak.

Ending dari game ini bervariasi tergantung pada pilihan para pemain seperti saat sedang mengeksplorasi rumah.