If i can replay that again..

I wish i can do that.
Really. To fixs all my mistakes to my friends.
Ahh, you know, blog?
I make new promise in my heart now,,
I'll never believe someone too much again now
Like how i really believing them,,
Thinking that they'll never leave me,,
Thinking that they'll always besides me,,
I know, i'm not perfect at all.

I'm not an loveable girl. Not a beautiful, smart, and active girl.
Oh, my friends, you don't how i'm really changes now,,
There's no IRA again,, She already gone from my soul,,
But there's FEDIRA
Someone who always be quiet, silence, and smiling to everyone. Thought she don't like them.
FEDIRA always wear that,,
THE SMLE FACE,,
So, everybody wi;; never hate her,, and will kept close to her,,
Hahaha, how really MUNAFIK she is,,
But, what can i do again?
I've been lost myself. I've been lost the light in my heart.
Nothing there except the darkness,
And my soul, full of it now,,
NEVER TALK AND OPINION LIKE YOU REALLY KNOW WHO I AM

You don't know what happen to me in the past
In the home, behind your back, and now,,

And all of that memories, make me back with different emotional,,
Become SINIS person, and always wear a smile everytime,
Is BETTER than be someone who really show her emotion,,
Ehm, we call them, 'BLAK-BLAKAN'

You know, i have 5 new principe now,,
Want to know that?
1. NEVER BELIEVE SOMEONE TOO MUCH AGAIN (i'm already said it in the first)
2. DO NOT TOO MUCH DREAMS. CAUSE IT MIGHT HURT YOU
3. JUST SMILE, AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT
4. JUST BE YOURSELF, FEDIRA. DON'T CARE HOW REALLY UGLY YOU ARE, HOW REALLY NOT-LOVEABLE YOU ARE, JUST BE YOURSELF. SHOW THEM, HOW YOU CAN LIFE WITHOUT THEM.
5. I JUST HAVE 2 FRIENDS-2 PERSON THAT I CAN BELIEVE.
MY HANDPHONE
AND YOU, MY BLOG
Of course, Allah too. But Allah not a person. Allah is the GOD.
The Only One who made me,,

Ok Guys, i'll tell you something about me that you never know.
MY FAMILY IS NOT LIKE YOUR FAMILY.
YOUR LITTLE WARM FAMILY.
BUT MY FAMILY IS NOT AN BROKEN HOME TOO.
THAT'S A WARM FAMILY TOO..

BUT, THAT'S NOT LIKE YOUR FAMILY,,



AND ALL OF THAT THINGS
MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS HERE, AND JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOLS
ARE MAKES ME CHANGE NOW,,
THANK'S TO YOU ALL
YOU BUILT MY NEW PERSONALITY
AND MAKES ME DROWNING MORE DEEP TOO
IN THE NEVER ENDING DARKNESS SEA..
THANK'S A LOT