THE MEMORIES (for leonhard, i hope you read it and give me some answer)

Hoo
Good morning everyone!
I'm free today!
But, i'm still not free from that feelings..

Hahaha
Now i looking for me and my bestfriends photos in JHS
Really, how i miss that moment,
I miss to wore that uniform again,
I miss the smell of my class
I miss my locker,
I'm miss Tadarus with them, togehter,

Everytime as time goes by, i felt like something important missing in my heart,
Like one pieces of my heart is fall, and broken,
And i know what is that now,
A FRIEND.
I MISS A FRIEND.
Well-, yeah, i still have a friends `here, but--
They do not like LEONHARDS

I'm always think that they're the best friends i ever had,
I always do anything, to make me nice in their eyes,
To make them love me, to make them always smile to me,
To make them never leave,

I'm always tried to be a good friends,
But, i think, what i'm done at that time, was wrong--

And now, i think you hate me.

I always tried to be honest to you,to be there everytime you need me,
But, how really stupid i am,,
I can't feel that you not NEED me ANYMORE.

Yeah :)
I know it,

You tell your secret to her, to Leonhards-except me
And when i asking you that, you just answered 'I don't know too what they talking about.. heheh'


Oh, sweety, don't be a liar,
Do you really hate me?


I know, i know what happen. But, must i always be the searching?
Must i become the active?
Why not you?
You always telling and active to all LEONHARDS,
But, to me?


Hahaha, everytime i see you in fb, or send a sms to you,
Your words are sound like 'Hei, stupid. I am boring to talk with you. Go out from my life!'
You really not exciting to talk with me


Like i said before, huh?
There's no friends forever
We can't be like the past again if we separated

And that become true

Did you really hate me?
And want to erase me from your life?