whatever you think about what i wrote here cause i dun need ur opinion

I LOVE YOU.
I know that's just an simple words.
And everybody says it everyday to their couples.
But, are they never think, how really precious and important that word?
If we too often to said it, our couples will getting bored to heard it. And that's will not a 'love' word again.
But just a 'general' word.
Ok, sorry. I'm OOT.
Let's in to our majors artciles :

Hm, honestly, this the first i like someone like this. I never can erase him from my mind. And everytime i got closed to him, its feels like a thousan butterflies fly in my stomach, and my heart beating faster.
But, what can i do?
I know. I'll never can get you.
Cause i'm ugly..

whats written down here just a little part of darkness upon my heart

Sentences that i often said it :

1."I'm not important"
Jangan kira aku mengatakan hal ini tanpa alasan. Hello, gurls!
Emang kalian pikir aku selama ini cuman caper kalian?
Nggak!! Apa yang kuungkapin soal "Aku gak penting" itu beneran apa yang kurasain!
Aku sakit hati!
Dulu rasa ini selalu bisa kutahan dan kupendam. Dan kalian tahu apa akibatnya? Dia jadi mengendap dan semakin banyak dan banyak tiap hari.
Kalian sudah membuat kegelapan di hatiku. Dan itu, pelan-pelan merayapi dan menghancurkanku..

2. "I'm not beautifull"
Hell yeah!
It's true?!
Right!!
If this not true, why you all never commented on my photos?
Even if i tagged u there!!
Everything i do is never work to u!
Apapun yg kulakukan slalu unimportant di mata kalian!
Aku tahu kalian cantik! Walau ternyata bisa uncare gitu ama perasaan orang!

3."I'm ok. Really. Just continue ur conversation with her"
Hahaha?!
I imagine, how stupid i am in that time!
Slalu mengalah sama kalian?!
LMAO!

Gua nyesel kayak gitu kemaren!!
Karena akibatnya gua skarang cuman kalian anggap alas kaki!!

Just for the liar who always said that they're my bf

Hahaha, nice, my peng you!
You say you all are my friends, my best friends.
But, that's not true!
Since her walk into my life, and getting closer to u all, hh!
You all changes!
U all always give her something i really need-- An attention from u.

Every time she changes her pp, u al always commented there?!
And said something like "Oh, u're really cool!, Kawaii nee > SHITTT!!
I really dissapoint to u all!
I dunno how to erase and just keep this feeling in the darkest and deepest side of my heart. But i cant
Everytime i see ur timeline or wtw with her, that's feeling burning, and always feels like it ready to bang!!

I know, i'm not beautiful like her.
But did u never think about what i feels cause of this?
Or u didn't have a brain??
Ooh, how IDIOTS you are,

That's hurt!